): ):
I hate how its turning out. I wished I had more control. More experience and more confidence, trust in everyone. I'm sure we can pull this off, but sincerely speaking, I don't know how? I'm lost and tired and I hate prolonged projects. And the lack of experience really makes me feel uneasy and like there's no sense of direction. I wish you knew how I feel ):
Ahh I hate how all my blogposts are so negative and emo-ish. It seems like my life is all bad, ain't it? Sometimes I feel that way too. But I laugh it off as an attempt(futile though) to put on a false front. I may be laughing and smiling like a crazy person, but inside, you have no idea how confused and bitter I may be. \

Anywayy today we celebrated Sheryl's bday, and Wan Rui baked a cake! For 32 (: hehe it looks reallll good but I was kinda ragu-ragu about eating it :/ it was a successful surprise all in all :D Afterwards, we had phototaking! I think the fun shot will be quite nice ;) and unique! Hahaha really man, cj was so sporting ;) the formal shot was well, strange coz it was my first time ever in the front row sitting beside teachers. I'd rather stand next to classmates heh xD